In an idyllic working class community 13 year old Anka grows up going through stages of adolescence dreaming first love and gossiping with girlfriends Roughly disturbed by the shame and disgrace of alcoholism leaves unwashable stains upon the community that tries to cope with abuse and depression and the system including school teachers who try to avoid the subject This story was aimed at parents to give them morally an insight into what happens when a young girl has to deal with the disgrace of an alcoholic father and a mentally instable mother